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i saw a doll with needles
i know who it was
there was no figure of speech
karma, love and light to the universe
why can't people practice what they preach?
you got peaches on one side
pins on the next
with a bit of sympathy
to what your friends text
faceboook and witchcraft just don't mix
my name is genie so suck my dick
don't dabble just live
every once in a while forgive
Doll With Needles
things i saw but not sure
hope intentions are pure
either let shit run its course
or get divorced
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run down on what makes you tick
a chemical run down
a sickness runs thick
running you down

i require questions
to figure out answers

i was not there

to.....help?  stop?  ?
just like that i had been told
from the tone of the voice i could tell it was so
as dad stood there and told me with dread
my friend was no more, and i too felt dead
i fixated on what was wrong with how i felt
all full of something as like before when i dealt
with this very thing, the loss of a friend
all of them to young to meet untimely ends
three different stories i heard later that day
of how it happened but who can say?
i was not there, no, i was not there
so hard to be objective when i was nowhere
for not just recounting but theories were said
i must admit some were from my own head
all i know as i hurt over a six pack
is that my friend is gone and will never come back
is distance a measurement of space?
or a measure of how unfamiliar a soul has become?
we could be right next to each other,
and still be very far away...or close.
sometimes it may not matter,
but the lost sight of a soul can be devastating.
especially when they started so close,
that they were as one.
it is my hands that do the devils work,
idle, they do it with many thanks.
look how they pose and hold cigaretts.
one after another, burned to the but.
no escape, plain walls hypnotise and bore me;
bullshit from all sides, so here i am.
a day of stress ends in my journal-
nothing happened again...
flies on the counter, spiders in the corner-
they don't stop to think they need each other,
just like husbands and wives.
well, at least they got each other-
domestic violence?  maybe.
what about that fat slob in a cold room on the couch?
mr. happening, senior excitement, he looks dead.
he may as well be.  hmmm. yes, he may as well be.
now i'm paranoid, someone is trying to get in.
get the bat, and the railroad spike-
damn, it must have been the wind...
so what about that wind huh?  it speaks volumes.
more than me in fact.  the air conditioner too,
i hear voices from the air conditioner, yes,
from the creek outside, and leaves tumbling on the ground.
no fucking out, like the cigarette in my hand.
see how it poses, doing the devils work,
with many thanks...
coming from everywhere in multitudes
coming around to feed on you
the simple ones only want your blood
but some want favors, money or love
every one sick in some way
and you have the cure
the thing that makes them sane
cigarette mosquitos sucking up your smokes
flease cling precariously
wont let go without some money
worst of all are the favor ticks
calling on favors owed
that do not even exist
they think you owe them something
for something that they did
parasites need DDT
their something for nothing asses
need to stay away from me

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fryin' ryan
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My name is Ryan Miller. I like to draw, mess with imagery on the gimp and other digital applications, and I like to write. I have even been paid a small amount for a published piece or short horror fiction entitled Shaman in a collection called When Nightmares Fall. Most of my visual art starts as a pencil or pen drawing and gets finished up eventually on the computer. I like the outdoors but should probably spend more time there. My outdoor hobbies include swimming, nature hikes, and medicinal herb cultivation (not weed, although I smoke plenty), and I would like to start fishing and camping more. I used to hunt a lot but shied away from guns when I became mentally unstable, however I have many archery trophies and may start hunting again with a bow or crossbow. The only thing I've killed with a bow was a squirrel, a hard target to hit, and I have killed three deer, and countless squirrels and rabbits with rifle and shotgun. I like to gig, the art of spearing fish and frogs with a long forked pole from either boat, shore, or wading water, although it's been a few years since I have owned a license to do so (I am below middle class and am on a tighter budged than I used to be), although I grew up in a middle class setting .
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PondHorror Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
Thanks for faving! c:
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DarkZoneGraphics Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:s for Spikor and Cthulhu for Charity
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welcome
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Windspirit-Aquaeris Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch :happybounce:
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Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner May 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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IrrevocableFate Featured By Owner May 2, 2014   Writer
A late thank you for the favorite. :heart:
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Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner May 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome
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DirtyVermin Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you kind sir!
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