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it was good, it was great
but now you are truly awake
shocked into reality
that shouldn't even be
eyes hooked open you see
bridle jacked jaws sceam indefinately
on the operating talbe
and fully aware
do the doctors know
or just not care
down comes the scapel
you open like a zipper
let them take your coat
it's doctor jack the ripper
two floors up in the mental ward
all the patients here are scarred
first they change you physically
now they break you mentally
they seem to do it just to see
cause-effect, unmaker met
no longer fixed on reality
now you're just a sheep
stamped, running you through
so it seems your insurance is due
time to sign a disclaimer/release
you see an escape from the money machine
fuck it, sign the responsibility away
run, and the doctors never pay
for their mistakes
bleed and see, the mirror before me
my cuts are the cracks in the glass
slightly off, jigsawn, segmented
evolved in a way that's maybe demented
that's seven years of bad looks
for a reality shatered
shut your eyes and go to sleep
minions controlling masters
master feeds minion
pinned to a wall by a balls deep assault
needles and shins, scractching posts for attention
meow, i'm bleeding, and you are in need
to the rescue i sweep
put down your head and sleep
fact-more americans have died as a result of police brutality since 9/11 than the brave military men and women who served in the middle east since the beginning of the war in iraq.

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fryin' ryan
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
My name is Ryan Miller. I like to draw, mess with imagery on the gimp and other digital applications, and I like to write. I have even been paid a small amount for a published piece or short horror fiction entitled Shaman in a collection called When Nightmares Fall. Most of my visual art starts as a pencil or pen drawing and gets finished up eventually on the computer. I like the outdoors but should probably spend more time there. My outdoor hobbies include swimming, nature hikes, and medicinal herb cultivation (not weed, although I smoke plenty), and I would like to start fishing and camping more. I used to hunt a lot but shied away from guns when I became mentally unstable, however I have many archery trophies and may start hunting again with a bow or crossbow. The only thing I've killed with a bow was a squirrel, a hard target to hit, and I have killed three deer, and countless squirrels and rabbits with rifle and shotgun. I like to gig, the art of spearing fish and frogs with a long forked pole from either boat, shore, or wading water, although it's been a few years since I have owned a license to do so (I am below middle class and am on a tighter budged than I used to be), although I grew up in a middle class setting .

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DarkSideOfDuzio Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the faves and the watch XD Have a Llama!
Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
dont mind if i do!
liha-irden Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favorite!
Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
very welcome!
tsukiko-kiyomidzu Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch! :D I really appreciate it! :hug:
Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
enc86 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2015
Thanks a tonnage for the watch! more scale models on the way.
Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Crowsrock Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015
Thanks a lot for all those favorites! :)
Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
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