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consider this a footnote
to be referred to religiously
i don't like courthouses or jail
nor those who occupy them
so churchy and righteous
ready to judge
not lest, bitches
not lest ye be
hard cots an midnight sniffles
at what the residents have lost
so tell me
what exactly do correctional facilities correct
like a bottle of booze
or a bitch that scares you
a time for a paper bag special is due
don't mean to be crude
or emanate some attitude
but it's true
when i hyperventillate
my paper bag saves the day
with holes in it i can wear it
if i decide to rob the place
or maybe crumble it up and litter
just for a change of pace
huffing paint and sniffing glue
paper bags are essential to you
wash your face when you are through
unapreciated is the paper bag
Nature trips are so beautiful.  Blue Skullcap grows down by the river, in the adjacent slough, on a bank near stagnant water.  Trees shade the pool, rimmed as it was by blue flowered river weeds.  Strip and dry the leaves of these weeds to roll cigarettes, they make you feel alright.  Tastes like the ingredient resembling potpouri in K2.  Maybe it is...
mind a gallery of pictures painted in terror
all gathered from sight, filtered through my eyes
transmits to the brain in utter disdain
an ode to nothing, my own dark clouds
smiles flash in a mist of depression and despair

ability to communicate fades
inhuman thoughts take its place
feeling like i missed out
on some crucial punishing point
alien to who i used to be

once happy in my ignorance
but now i know a little bit
when evey positive aspect
comes with a negative catch
just mind the gallery now
inside my head
Nature trips are so beautiful.  Blue Skullcap grows down by the river, in the adjacent slough, on a bank near stagnant water.  Trees shade the pool, rimmed as it was by blue flowered river weeds.  Strip and dry the leaves of these weeds to roll cigarettes, they make you feel alright.  Tastes like the ingredient resembling potpouri in K2.  Maybe it is...

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fryin' ryan
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United States
My name is Ryan Miller. I like to draw, mess with imagery on the gimp and other digital applications, and I like to write. I have even been paid a small amount for a published piece or short horror fiction entitled Shaman in a collection called When Nightmares Fall. Most of my visual art starts as a pencil or pen drawing and gets finished up eventually on the computer. I like the outdoors but should probably spend more time there. My outdoor hobbies include swimming, nature hikes, and medicinal herb cultivation (not weed, although I smoke plenty), and I would like to start fishing and camping more. I used to hunt a lot but shied away from guns when I became mentally unstable, however I have many archery trophies and may start hunting again with a bow or crossbow. The only thing I've killed with a bow was a squirrel, a hard target to hit, and I have killed three deer, and countless squirrels and rabbits with rifle and shotgun. I like to gig, the art of spearing fish and frogs with a long forked pole from either boat, shore, or wading water, although it's been a few years since I have owned a license to do so (I am below middle class and am on a tighter budged than I used to be), although I grew up in a middle class setting .
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Crowsrock Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Thanks a lot for all those favorites! :)
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SleentheBeast Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks so much for the fave Ryan. O haven't seen too many people on here that's been frog gigging
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Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ha, fish are easier for me to gig cause they are in schools, miss one and you might hit another on accident and up on the boat with those lights its like looking down into a night time aquarium.  and you are welcome!
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SleentheBeast Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2014  Professional General Artist
We night gig flounder. I was surprised when I moved to Louisiana to find they fished for them with bait and hook. My friends acted like they had never heard of gigging them
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PondHorror Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
Thanks for faving! c:
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Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome
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copper9lives Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:wave: Hello, and welcome to :iconpoetryparadise:!

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DarkZoneGraphics Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:s for Spikor and Cthulhu for Charity
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Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome
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Windspirit-Aquaeris Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch :happybounce:
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