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that's quite an addiction some people have
the need for an adversary turns to withdrawls
i assume boxers have this affliction
what would batman do if it wasn't for the joker?
they neeeeeeed it...conflict either real or imagined
a goal to acomplish, something to feel a part of
a religion, an ideoloigy, actions needing to be taken
skin white as a bone
a bitch that had never seen sun
A blond and raven angel
She went by The Angel Of Fun
skinny, as a model who's not fed enough
The discriminating angel had but one rule
the hair must be blond while the eyes are blue
i hate you
the feeling's unmistakeable
but i love you so much
true and unshakeable
pure as mountain snow
potent as venom
you will never know
that damage was done

hope in conflict with evidence at hand
it's precious, it sparkles, it's buried in sand
eclipsed by sickness so grudges can stew
starving for affection, if you die i will eat you
shit on the ones you love the best
enemies kept close so you can get rest
live by cliches run in the ground
selling your soul by the pound

just like the patriots
you deflated my balls
now i'm confined
to my apartments walls
nestled by hermitage
but not by choice
don't come around
keep my name from your voice
rejection, it's official
what i knew all along
lowest of the low
priorities undone
all that i could be
my little lowly self
everything you are
sent my sanity to hell

living under low now
pack the mud
with your shovel on my brow

mistrust and bullshit lies
had to have the cake
and now you're eating pie
taken for your word
evidence unseen
"if you love me you'll believe me"
just break it off
just get away clean

six feet under is where you want me
trapped under low
frome above you haunt me

preemptive strikes
vengeful bitchy fights
ultimatums flung aside
now take the stick and draw a line
cherished today
tomorrow thrown away
lowest of the low
i'm living in the undertow

living under low now
pack the mud
with your shovel on my brow
six feet under is where you want me
trapped under low
frome above you haunt me
gods tears hit the ground
each one gives birth to a mushroom cloud
his favorite apes
the ones called man
attempt to annhialate themselves again
they can't agree
so everything dies
every makers tear comes from a lie
the ultimate sin
self genocide
tears and ash, fallout like flakes of snow
Nature trips are so beautiful.  Blue Skullcap grows down by the river, in the adjacent slough, on a bank near stagnant water.  Trees shade the pool, rimmed as it was by blue flowered river weeds.  Strip and dry the leaves of these weeds to roll cigarettes, they make you feel alright.  Tastes like the ingredient resembling potpouri in K2.  Maybe it is...

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fryin' ryan
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United States
My name is Ryan Miller. I like to draw, mess with imagery on the gimp and other digital applications, and I like to write. I have even been paid a small amount for a published piece or short horror fiction entitled Shaman in a collection called When Nightmares Fall. Most of my visual art starts as a pencil or pen drawing and gets finished up eventually on the computer. I like the outdoors but should probably spend more time there. My outdoor hobbies include swimming, nature hikes, and medicinal herb cultivation (not weed, although I smoke plenty), and I would like to start fishing and camping more. I used to hunt a lot but shied away from guns when I became mentally unstable, however I have many archery trophies and may start hunting again with a bow or crossbow. The only thing I've killed with a bow was a squirrel, a hard target to hit, and I have killed three deer, and countless squirrels and rabbits with rifle and shotgun. I like to gig, the art of spearing fish and frogs with a long forked pole from either boat, shore, or wading water, although it's been a few years since I have owned a license to do so (I am below middle class and am on a tighter budged than I used to be), although I grew up in a middle class setting .
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enc86 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2015
Thanks a tonnage for the watch! more scale models on the way.
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Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome
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Crowsrock Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015
Thanks a lot for all those favorites! :)
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Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome!
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SleentheBeast Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks so much for the fave Ryan. O haven't seen too many people on here that's been frog gigging
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Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ha, fish are easier for me to gig cause they are in schools, miss one and you might hit another on accident and up on the boat with those lights its like looking down into a night time aquarium.  and you are welcome!
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SleentheBeast Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2014  Professional General Artist
We night gig flounder. I was surprised when I moved to Louisiana to find they fished for them with bait and hook. My friends acted like they had never heard of gigging them
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PondHorror Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
Thanks for faving! c:
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Negative-Pallor Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome
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copper9lives Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:wave: Hello, and welcome to :iconpoetryparadise:!

We're happy to have you aboard! If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions, please :note: the group and your friendly neighborhood admins will get back to you ASAP.

Currently, we're hosting a monthly contest — check it out!

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Copper
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